Can I just be honest here? I'm an idiot.

I hate how my prayer life fluctuates. I pretty much always pray when I'm driving by myself (out loud...helps me focus...but that's another discussion). But lately, I seem to always have someone else in the car with me. Therefore, my communication with God has decreased severely...which is RIDICULOUS. It's ridiculous because I have not been making it enough of a priority to make time for it, even when my "schedule" is thrown off.

What's even more ridiculous is how much I NEED it right now. With all the stuff going on in our lives, I cannot afford to not be in constant communication with the One who has power over everything. I certainly don't expect Him to just give me what I want and make everything easier...I'm just saying that when the Creator of the universe offers to be your friend, you don't toss that to the side like it's no big deal. It IS a big deal. You don't just talk to Him when it's convenient and if you have time. You make time.